Happiness

Let's talk about happiness.
What exactly is happiness?
If you search in wikipedia, you gonna find this- Happiness is a feeling ranging from contentment and satisfaction to pleasure and intense joy. A variety of philosophical, religious, psychological and biological approaches have been taken to defining happiness and identifying its sources.

For me, personally, happiness is the moment, when you fill most joy. You can feel happy about many things and reasons. Some are happy, because they like the rain, other, because it's just a sunny day.
I feel happiness, when evrything is going to plan and I meet people, who I enjoy and share ideas.
Also when something new is happening or something exiting, not planning just come to my way.
How about you? What makes you feel happy and joyful?

Haskovo

Haskovo. Such a nice place. To hate it.
I never like my town. One of the reasons is, that nothing good for me, happen in Haskovo. I found no real friends, got my heart broken, get desperation, never found a true inspiration, the motivation of doing something in the town, was about zero. Nothing exiting ever happen.
It was just like the towns in the movies- small, boring town, where most of the time, teenagers just drink. In my case, I have a few people, with who I drink (and am not much in drinking)
Never I have a real connection with the city. I was filling disconnected and now I am filling this way. There's not much, that can catch my eye, or make me think about it. Poverty and ignorance are the mean hobbies here.
I don't think, I can be happy in Haskovo. In my mind, it's just a trespassing zone. I hate it so much in my mind, that whatever happen, I can't be happy in this place. Evrything look to me in grey colours. And I feel in that way.
Maybe after 10 year, I will look back and say that the years spent in Haskovo, was the best ever. Or that the years wasent so bad. I don't think so. I will burn the city, in my mind, over and over again. It's just a dull hole. Nothing more.
The city, you just love to hate.
Haskovo.

So that what CONSTIPATION means? Cool..

Dismotivation and Opportunities

There are so many opportunities in life.
There are so many ways, to change your life, right here, right now.
Then, why I am stuck here, and feel so disconnected, from evrybody and evrything?

I don't want to blame anyone, or anything, but..I blame my city! Then I blame my country. Then I blame the people living in it. Finally, I blame evrything!
I try to make connections around the city. Try to improve my social status, by miting new people, visiting new evenets, making the best of the opportunity of meating people. Then, why I feel so disconnected, from all this stuff and want just to GET THE **** out of here?
I answer my question, just now. Because I don't believe in my city, in my country, in the people living in Bg. That's right. THat is my answer to the question, why I am stuck here, feeling that I am doing almost nothing and have nobody to express it.
I don't believe in the opportunities, given here. I don't believe in the people, saying that I have future here. I don't believe anything HERE.
Now is the question, why I feel that way. Why I believe that, here, in my city, in my country, I am so desperate and I wont feel that way, in other country, other places.
Because in other countrys, I see motivation of doing stuff, that I believe in. I see progress. I see opportunities in front of my eyes. Not covered with so much dust or obstacles. I see it, so clear and close to me! I feel, like believing in people. Making connection with them.
For 3 months, I spent with my parents in UAE, I meet so much great and awesome people, that I will remember them for a long time. A real long time. I saw so many opportunities, just before my eyes, that here, in my city, in my country, will become avalable, maybe after 20 or 30 years.
I saw the opportunity to believe in life! I don't know greater then that opportunity, ever.

Now, when I am still stuck here, I look and look, for opportunities, for trilling life, abroad. I am willing to join some foreign army, go work like a volunteer on some mission, selling in small shop, in some island..whatever it is, JUST to be out of HERE! I don't think I can take, the hole that is opening inside me, standing here, on one place.
I am doing in the moment some extracurricular things, but I don't feel they are enough. I have to take up to 20 workshops, to fill less disconnected from things around me..and start to believe that something actually is happening around me. OR...just to find a open door and run outside, to some other country, seeking new opportunities, and meeting people, that are beliving in change.
I can't stand Hs(Haskovo), Me, the current situation.
Please, give me a fly ticket far away, and I promise, I will become a believer.
Just not here..where time is lost, before you wake up. Where people are more cold, than an ice. Where I don't feel the urge to survive and develope.
Past me the ticket and you are going to see, a Huge smile.

Barbie vs. Bratz

I want to rise an issue.
Barbie vs. Bratz

You all know Barbie, but what do you know about Bratz dolls?


-Bratz dolls, are a popular line of fashion dolls and related merchandise manufactured by southern California toy company MGA Entertainment.The four original 10" dolls - Cloe, Sasha, Yasmin, and Jade - are teenagers distinguished by large heads and skinny bodies, almond-shaped eyes adorned with eyeshadow, and lush, glossy lips.

So what makes them different from Barbie?

..To be continued

China it's not made in China!

In all our products, this days, it says-"Made in China"
How about for China? Is really China, made in China?

It's really, a interesting story. How about if China, it's made in some small village in India, and then moved, to the place, we call now China. Sound unbelivable, but it will be cool.
Imagine, all the things made in China, and then, reallizing, than the China, it's not made in China?
Now, I need only a scientist, to profe my theory, with a sophisticated words, and I will be the happies person here!

Next time, you see something, that say- "Made in China", DON't you believe it!

My New Blog! Happy day to me!

Congratualations! From now on, you gonna read my blog!
Yes, you are very lucky. Indeed : )
Because wordpress.com have a boring register system, I make my blog here.
I hope that, I am going to produce some interesting storys. I am going to catch your eye for a few minutes to read my stuff here and hopefully, I am going to make you think about it.
Enough "I" it's time to write!